things getting better :)

asslammualaikum

alhamdulillah...
as i wrote above, things are getting better
amira nadia finally ARRIVED!
hehehe...
doakan saya agar terus bertahan :)

dugaan besar

assalammualaikum

finally, i've got the chance to update my blog
it has been a long,long time since i leave malaysia
now,today
it has been about a week im here
in a new place
all alone, except friends

people might think that
wow, it is great to further study in uk
honestly, service and people here
is much much better than Malaysia
if to be compare
but, deep in my heart, i miss Malaysia a lot
i miss Malaysian, Malaysia's food, Malaysia's culture
all about Malaysia
maybe you might think that i'm homesick
might be yes, might be not that much

my time getting worse when there are
sessions where we will be separated into groups
of maybe 10 to 20 students
and i am alone
to be the only Malay
oh,there's one girl called Amira Nadia, and she's not arrived yet
and im waiting, excitedly waiting for her
so, there's i sat in the middle of the room ( for every session)
alone
with shyness
and less of self confidence
and of course, i've changed to a non-talkative me
which is,again,not me

it is not that i refused to mix with the local
but they totally ignore me
maybe,they think that i cant speak english
but, i did 'hi' them
and ask them where they are staying..and bla bla bla
but that's all
and the conversation all ends up there

i did try to mix with them at least
and i try to start a conversation
i didnt know what stuff should i chat and talk to them
coz,i didnt partying like them
and they always ask me which bar did i g0 -.-
tension kan?

so,for a conclusion
i wanna go home!
ya allah, tabahkan la hati hambamu ini
amin :'(

lusa gonna be a BIG day

assalammualaikum

i dont know what i feel now
sad plus excited maybe?
im leaving Malaysia, negaraku yang tercinta (cewah)
this coming Tuesday
sad, because im leaving alone without my family
and excited, because this is my first time out of this wonderful country! (sream)
my flight will be at 11.55pm
touchdown at amsterdam
before continuing my flight to newcastle :)
oh man, i hope there's no other 'halangan'

sebut pasal halangan,
mari kita membuka sedikit cerita
ha, sila duduk dan dengar

tersebut la kisah aritu
saya terpaksa menunggu dari pukul 12 lebih gitu
kat wisma mca
untuk menunggu visa saya siap
which is lebih kurang kul 3.30 baru dapat collect visa (dugaan prtama)
after that, saya dan kawan saya, najiah
bergegas menaiki teksi ke banggunan MARA
untuk mengambil sesuatu ( tidak boleh disebutkan demi keselamatan)
ok,da pun selesai berurusan ngan pegawai MARA tersebut
kami menuju ke SOGO untuk membeli sedikit makanan sebagai bekalan
di dalam bas, dan juga menuju ke toilet..
sedang kami syok layan makan ice-cream Famous Amos,
kami dikejutkan dengan satu panggilan

(dugaan kedua)
Pegawai : cik najiah dengan kwan awak tu di mana ye?
najiah : kami di Sogo, kenapa ya?
Pegawai : boleh tak awak datang semula ke pejabat MARA. saya tersalah bagila dokumen tadi
najiah : pulak..ok2 kami datang

dipendekkan cerita,
nasib baik kami tak menuju ke stesen bas kt pekeliling tu lg
kalau x, kan ke naya tuh?
tapi tak ape, biasalah, human error ni
kita pun, tak de la perfect sgt kan
tapi bila ingat balik, lawak pun ada
^^

itu je la cerita yang saya ingin kongsikan
wassalam :)

confuse berakhir :'D

now
da confirm i chose DILSTON ROAD
heehe lega da selesai
now tinggal bayar deposit semua
alhamdulillah :)

semua hampir selesai
tinggal collect visa
then tunggu MARA confirmkan tarikh fly
i really need to meet my dear friends semua :)
ain..mina..zati.. just before i fly
nanti kerinduan :'(

si dia yang saya sayang,

saya ada idea, awak nak dengar tak?
saya rasa, kita janganlah sedih2 bila dengar lagu ni
make it the most perfect song for us :)

Angin bayu membawa diriku
Sepintas lalu ku terkenangkanmu
Memori silam meresap malam
Kenangan bersama tersimpan selamanya

Walaupun kau pergi jauh dari diri ini
Cintaku masih bersemadi di hati
Keyakinan kita kan kembali
Menghidupkan semula janji bara cinta

Kita bersama mengejar mimpi
Terpisah sementara kupasti
Suatu hari nanti
Cinta kita bersemi
Kembali menerangi
Mekar di taman hati

Walaupun jauh pandangan mata
Kuyakin kau kan tetap setia
Begitulah ku jua
Keikhlasan di jiwa
Dan cintaku hanyalah
Untukmu

Saban hari diriku menuggu
Khabar berita darimu di sana
Gerimis senja kembali reda
Kerinduan di jiwa
Kau jadi penawar

Rinduku padamu tak dapat ku terkata
Setiap saat waktu bagai terlalu lama
Bila kita kembali bersama
Hiduplah semula
Janji bara cinta

confuse :(

hmmm....i cant decide which one better for me
sebenarnya sangat berharap si dia baca post ni
so that he can help me to decide
bukan sy tak boleh nak story kat dia by phone
tapi dia tak dapat nak tgk gambar :(

ok,right now
sebanarnya my big problem
tak tau nak pilih rumah kat uk
either richardson road or dilston road
r.road tu university nye accommodation
dilston road,private

ni link kalau nak tgk vt utk rumah kat richardson road
http://www.ncl.ac.uk/accommodation/students/accommodation/richardsonroad/tour.htm
em ok pro and cons

richardson road:
pd294 a month
10minutes walk from campus
single bedroom in 6 bedrooms flat
self-catered
no washbasin

dilston road(as shown in previous post):
pd215 a month
20 minutes walk from campus
4 bedroom with 1 master bedroom
double storey

see...susah tak nak decide?
kalau richardson road, mix with local
im afraid kalau local dia yang suke bawak masuk laki
and party type..
mampus den..
share kitchen,toilet,lounge
cuak pulak nanti nak keluar bilik utk g toilet :(

kalau dilston road,komfem2 semua malaysian
haiz...sila bagi pendapat :'(

learn new things

assalammualaikum

yeah its true
there are so many things in this world that u can learn
i learn lots of thing by going to the british council briefing
credit to them :)
now i know and need to remember
kalau kita berselisih bahu, i mean terlanggar la kan
kita kene cakap
'sorry..' and 'excuse me..'
and there are lots of discount there!!!!!
especially for students
all u need is the ISIC card :)
what a heaven :DDDD
and u just leave midvalley or one utama behind
lots of better shopping mall there..
wee...

oh oh
for shoe lover
sorry...all your exclusive high heels shoes
leave them all in malaysia
in UK, people wear high heels only for events
other than that.. flat shoe!!! yeeehaaa
i learned that, people walk fast there
so, flat shoe do help :)

sebenarya,banyak lagi
tapi,penat da type
hehehe

salam